We are visionaries. We dream of the perfect life, the perfect relationship, the perfect job, the perfect family, the perfect education. Everything surrounding us and everything that makes us needs to reach ‘perfection’.
From a very young age, we are taught to go after what we want. To be hungry for power. There’s this saying ‘the end justifies the means’. If you get where you strive for, it doesn’t matter how many feet you’ve stepped on. I completely disagree with this phrase. My moral compass can’t accept it. I can get to the top without being devious or non-considerate.
So, when things happen the way we want them to, it’s not always like we envisioned. The things we desire come with a list full of responsibilities. And we have to deal with them head first, either if we’re ready or not. For example, from my perspective as a freelancer (social media manager and videographer), all I wished for was to have as many clients as possible on my fucking own. Now, I’m slowly but steadily getting there. I already have some very loyal clients, but as they grow, I am realizing that it’s tougher than I imagined. My whole routine has changed. It’s gym, work, work, work, journaling and bed.
As I am getting adjusted to this programme, I honestly feel exhausted. I don’t want to go out and socialize with my friends anymore, because I am so tired I wouldn’t even be able to say shit. I go out of the house mainly for work purposes. My bf and I don’t really watch movies anymore, as we used to. I feel a change in everything. My reality is shifting in my favor.
This is what I wanted. It’s finally here for me. The life I’ve been dreaming about. Even though I’m going through some challenges now, I know it’s all going to be worth it. Plus, the Universe/ my hard work/ God, whoever, whatever, made all of this possible now because I am actually ready for it. It’s my time to shine! And I embrace all of the good and bad parts.
When things happen just as we envisioned them, it’s absolutely fucking amazing! Take everything as it comes and trust yourself! You’re going to make it! Overcome the challenges and accept your new reality with your arms wide open.